Responsibility

Dear myself, 

Stop pretending that you can take care of everything and everyone. Stop pretending that you're powerful enough so other people's life and happiness is your responsibility. 

No. 

They have their own happiness, they have their own gift, they have their own blessed and they have their own path that God has made. Why are you so worried?  Just look at yourself. Does God ever leave you? Never. God always take care of you, so He will take care of them as well. Now, close your eyes. Take a deep breath, and sleep. Tomorrow when you wakeup, youll be happy again.